mmm....more protein

What a fun night...hanging out after church with some great friends , new and old, i love that God knows who we need and what we need, I had a blast tonight and I am so excited for the next couple of months, new adventures, new possibilities, discovering new things about myself and those around me.

Weeeelllll today is day 3 of sticking to this precious diet, perfectly, well almost perfectly I had more fat in my food today than I probably should have and I have not been counting my fat just enjoying red meat!! I cannot handle chicken for a few more days for sure so I am sticking to the beautiful steak cooked perfectly by my amazing hubby, I really like medium rare but i don't like to look at it, so i eat it in the dark basically but it tastes soooo yummy. A few grilled mushrooms and onions and I am a happy girl!!! Thank goodness to day the cravings for all the other foods are gone it usually takes 3 days of low carbing and it did so now I feel great, with a very clear mind. Add sugar and I get so foggy brained! But it is still fun to add the sugar sometimes! Especially when I am in the mood to bake! I wish Nath wasn't so health conscious sometimes, I know that sounds dumb but only because it would be so much more fun to cook and bake for him if he didn't want all of that good stuff to be soo good for you! He is so happy with steamed vegetables and chicken. Booooring, and with low carb my menu is even worse. But if I do it properly I should n have to eat this way for the rest of my life, six more months maybe eight at the most. The cost of feeling sooo much better is boring food and tons of water, but the clarity really is great. Plus it is nice to have a little more fun shopping for clothes than I have had in the last few years, I have all of these clothes I was waiting to wear, and I waited too long, Somehow I missed it and now they are too big, nath just laughed when i tried them on and told me to toss them, most still had the tags on them, and there were some very cute summer dresses i looked very hard for, kinda sad but at the same time not sad, bittersweet i suppose. I am just cheap though I don't want to spend money on clothes right now, i want to wait and buy summer clothes in bright colors, I own a lot of black and I can never find anything because it is ALL black , my bedroom floor is really the black hole, I find my clothes best by putting my hand into the pit of clothing and feeling for specific materials, way faster than trying to see what is what.

So cute purses, cute shoes, good food, lots of water, green tea, good books, great friends new and old, incredible husband and best bud. Amazing creator, who gives me my purpose. Family I love, nieces and nephews I adore and so much more i am very thankful. I love being a girl as well, i would not want to be a guy, i really am thankful to be this girl.

So off to bed i go or I am thinking about possibly reading, i should go to sleep but I am not sure how tired I actually am...guess we'll see.