Friday, November 14, 2008

me and me mom


well today I decided I was going to go to sleep at 10 like my hubby does every night. I had this dream this idea that maybe if i went to bed at the same time as him I could sleep till 5 or 6 and be one of those energetic people that I hate who start there day at 6am and accomplish more than most people do in a week. ha ha nice try i went to sleep at 10 and sure enough 2:05 comes around my eyes pop open and I feel great I am sure it is 5am maybe even six nope 2! what can you get done at 2 am? my car is halfway down the road, too far away for this light and so here i sit, reading my bible and wondering.
it really is a good thing to be reading, except i really don't want to be awake right now.

i did have a weird dream tonight which could be why I am awake, not too sure. i was at some sort of retreat place with my mom and we were closing it up, shutting down the camp and next thing I know I hear this growl and I turn to see my mom running over to the counter and jumping up onto it, I turn and see this huge grizzly bear running into the kitchen where we are. now my mother is not a very big woman she is only about 5'2 and so I guess jumping up on this counter must have seem like a good idea to a short little one but I happen to know that it might help us from a mouse but we just made it easier for the grizzly! he won't actually have to bend at all when he decides to chew on us! so the smart DREAM daughter that I am ( i am hoping we would both be smarter in real life! but...) i follow and i also climb up onto the counter. so here comes mr.bear, over to me, smells my arm and then sticks the entire arm in his mouth, i kept saying it's just your arm, just your arm, you can live without a arm , don't move.As we are both trying to stay still, the bear stops chewing on my arm and begins to lick the top of my hand! then he turns away and saunters his big ol bottom out the door. so as were going to leave we walk outside an they are everywhere, bears! i ask her why we are here an she tells me she wanted to see them the bears, that this camp belongs to them and she was picking up her grand dog onyx from camp! i just about get eaten so grandma can visit during grandparents week at a very risky summer camp!!!!! like i said weird dream!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

10 years today


it was 10 years today, that I was hired to do some house keeping at Darcy and Erika's home on David street. And a young 15 year old boy rode his bike across town to tell me how amazing he thought I was and how beautiful he thought I looked the night before at the youth group costume party, (I was a princess, big surprise)and to ask if he could take me on a date. he would kill me if he knew I was writing down his cheesy sweet moments! but they are mine and no one can take them from me! We were given permission to date and we did for 3.5 years when we finally got engaged up mount Washington standing in the snow. we didn't tell anyone for about a month because we thought we were too young. we started talking on the phone when we were 11 and started dating at 15/16, engaged at 19, married at 20, married and counting for 5 years and a bunch of months now! marry your best friend, best advice I ever received. cheesy, cheesy, cheesy, how can you tell i haven't had sleep in a good week now!